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Passing by

2006-01-14T10:39:00.000+08:00

well well once again pass by this so called "abadoned blog" so lonely and quiet but not bad still got a few post tat dun knw who they are and ya must thank to those old friend tat went on with me together last monday i try to organize a gathering again on nxt week so try to be make yourself free i knw sch reopen this and tat but come on old friends ler been through all kinda of hardship and stressness those ppl who sae u all die die must come u all know who u are ya u YES u suren i m talking abt u making everyone waiting for u @#$%^&* anyway i will let u all knw the time and day of cos venue and wad to do fear not once i call ppl out confrim all will turn up hope so la ok sign off now

signed off nongbang

2005-03-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

hi guys..

juz to tell u guys tt i changed my blog oreadiz..

visit at http://relaxzation-soul-finds-freedom.blogspot.com

2005-03-09T12:05:00.000+08:00

hi guys..surprised tt i actualli blog here..well..it seemz like u guys all r sooo busy ever since u guys went in to Ns..no matter wat..juz hope tt u guys will start bloggin againz..hope to hear news frm u guys..

Do tkc..

So ColD over HerE..

2005-02-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

wah ... so sad so long nv come back also no ppl come and write so lonely cold and sad but anyway.. if any one see it, CNY is coming soon and i will be departure on the 10th to thailand for my army course... sianz still need to go oversea but i will be back on the 4th of march if i m not wrong so see u all guys miss u all if there is still an active blogger(s) pls come to out page and take a look at least i m writing something now u all knw who u are.. =)

nongbang signed off...

Tired Tired Tired!!!

2004-10-09T01:51:00.000+08:00

12.10am! At this time i should be sleeping in the bunk but....... i book out liao lah!!! "Long Weekend' 48 hours!!! This week very "XIONG" but at the same time is fun!!! this week i have done Cliff and Tower repel, Tower jump into the pool and basic survival skill!!!

On tuesday, i have my first "Night Out", my buddies and i went to T.Mall for dinner, arcarde, see choi bu and having fun!!! Although is about 3 hours+, everyone is very happy and in high spirits!!! Hopefully we have more in the future!!!

Lets cum to the Cliff repel, it is fun but compare to Tower reply!!! Tower reply is more fun and the speed is faster!!!! I still remember i was the last guy to do "clean fati". I screw it up, i stuck and i cannot cum down smoothly! So redo, SBO and weapon later and last but not least night repel!!! It train your confidence!! We have more jump to go!!! Next i think will jump from helicopter liao!!! Shit!!!

Today morning!!! Same old shit again!! Tower jump into the pool!!! About 3 stroy high with No4 + boots! Everything wet!!! later survival package, damn nice!! I learn how to hunt for food and skin the aninals + killing and killing!!! I eat grassess, flower petal, "butter fruit" damn nice and even curry leaves!!! + Alot!!! Next, killing of frog + other aninals and skin them + cook them!!! Bloodly!!! But everyone is having fun!!! We even have BBQ session, chicken wings, fishes, carrot, caixin and many more!!! Eat eat eat!!!! And i even eat the frog, the flesh taste like rubber!!!!

Fun put it a side, our coy and platoon mates is falling sick one by one!!! Virus spreading!!! Must be careful!!!! Orelse attent c home!!! Thinking of attent c home but no chance!!!!! Ha Ha!!!!

Personal issue!!!! All my "Pig Dog Friends" are having fun outside with their G.F!!!! Don't want me liao ah!!! I understand got g.f is LIKE THAT LAH!!! Must spend time!!! I don;t have my introduce your g.f friend or cousin wat, make friends lah!!!! Joking don't take it seriously!!! I have no confident in relationship!!!

Yan Hao!!! Thanks for visiting!! I know your motive!!! Ha Ha!!!!! Must find sometime to go out have fun!!! Pls bring Melissa along!!! I still remember her name!!! HA HA!!!!!!

3ric

B.C.T

2004-10-03T01:05:00.000+08:00

Yo! I have never written anything for the past few weeks or even months! Just to update everyone!!! Even no one is reading I GUESS!

After mt POP! I still in my origina camp! I have not posted out! This week is a tough week!! The new phrase is BCT! On monday night kena Tenka!! Everything in and out of the field, duffer and civilian bag!!! Just to move bunks!!! Next few days kena "twister" means bed or blanket clothes flying around in mass!!! My blanket also been thrown!!!! To make things shorter i will say the most interesting part! This morning 3am! We have "Turnout". We fall in outside and then the trainers go to bunk and throw our shoes around blanket around! Expect us to finish changing within 3 mins full battle order!!!My platoon mates can't find their shoes so the whole platoon kena scolding like dogs and pushup and pushups! We will expect to finish fast because we will prepare to go war!! So some of guys wear other people shoes, socks and some never even wear underwear!!! I was lucky, i bundle up my shoes and i was lucky to find my boots lying near my area!! After fall in, we go prade square to fall in! Next pushupssssssssssss, Flysssssssssssssssss!! I don't know how many times i do!! Next go swimming pool with boots and long 4!!! Splash water on us and we r told to swim!! Everything single thing wear even my boots r fill with water, next fly to the field do pt, lepord crawl and carrying yur buddy on your shoulder and "fly"means RUN Go back to parde square again kena tenka!! Sing songs non-stop and finally we are sent to Changi area, fast march all the way to camp!!! Quite a numbers of km!!!

Finally back in camp, we have a Jungle Hat prsentation!! Gone through all this shit!! Tired but this memories will kept forever!!! Only my unit wear jungle cap, brought it home to wash!!! It looks quite nice on me lah!!! HA HA!!!!!!

Anyway days will be more and more tougher!!! I still have my weekends guard duties to cover so everyone i have less time!!! Last but not least Take Care!

Echo Romeo India Charlie

Field Camp

2004-09-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my 3 days field camp! Tired! A good experience! Next week got to go for another field camp for 14 days!!! So i book in on monday evening!!!

Saturday, we went to z-pop concert!!! (u hnow who u r). Fun but a bit tired so i am not very high!! Anyway, it is a good gathering and i appreciate it! Know that u guys r fine!!! That Cool!!!

Guys enjoy your weekend!!!

Going KTV tomolo!!!! HA HA!!!!

Eric

Shit Sian Stress

2004-08-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

SSS!!! A lot of things happen recently, Haiz.... so stress!!!! Not to mention here classified!!!! As for me now, i am suffering from bad cough and knee injured, I can't run, kneel bown, jump or even squat!!! Like a useless man!!!

Just to say i am going back to sch on wed for graduation!!! Can take leave why not!!!! I know quite a number oif people are not going!! Haiz.... NVM Still got sat concert!!! Pray hard nothing goes wrong to me or else confinement!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Everything is blank and white liao!!!!

Yesterday night, watch Twin Effect 2 with my friend!! The show not really nice! Quite funny can also say stupid!!! I have not watch movie since i enlist!!! Went home and continue watching soccer, O.Games and many more!!! Slept at 3!!! Wake up at 9!!! Sian!!!!!

Pray hard everything went smooth!!! Looking forward to see everyone on wed and sat!!!! Sat my motivation!!!

Eric under status!!!!

3 weeks confinement ends

2004-08-09T11:46:00.000+08:00

Finally my confinement ends, this 3 weeks is very tough and the schedule is very tight. Everyone is very tired and low morale. A lot of things happen too!!! There is still 1 more confinement when i go for field camp. Came back on saturday, having high fever yesterday up to 38.9 degree. Today recover!!! I can't fall sick or else i will "Die"!!! HA HA!!!

Still remember last week sunday, i call NongBang from camp. Talk to him for a while, he just enlisted on 4 aug. Now having confinement. Good luck!!!! Yesterday, chat with Vivian through SMS for a while, know that she is doing fine!!! Take care too don't fall sick Ah!!! Don't really have much time to call one by one!!! But we will meet right??? On the graduation 25 Aug??? Z-pop concert on 28 aug??? Pray hard!!!! Field camp may be on the last week of aug or 1st week of sep!!!!

Later must book in before 8.45pm. I will reach the camp about 8 to do some admin stuff!!! This week will be much much busy but i will look forward to saturday cos book out wat!!!!

Eric missing everyone!!!!

Next phrase coming up

2004-07-18T09:40:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, i am back at home on friday. This is my first "long weekend". Yesterday, went platoon outing at Sentosa, play beach volleyball, swim and many more. Quite fun and they manage to get some phone numbers from gals.

After the Sentosa trip, i went to Orchard with my friends. My Taiwanese friend just came back on 15 so i must play host. Later we decided to go KTV at 12 plus but i did not go. Maybe mentally and physically tired.

Receive Iris Jie Jie msg, told me that the tickets to Z-pop concert are bought. Hope by then or i will pray hard by then everyone will be free and we will be crazy having fun like last year.

Next, I may not be going home or booking out in the next 3 weeks so everyone must take good care of yourself.

The next phrase of training will be more tough, must endure. Hope to see everyone soon.

Von: Saw u leaving a msg in the tag box. Poly hard is sux? Maybe you will not use to it or the maths is crazy. Just to your best like you normally do then you will do well!!! And dun always see Yan Dao ah.......

2004-07-11T11:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, is my 20th birthday! Nothing to celebrate because i don't really celebrate my birthday. Receive quite a number or msg from friends, cap, cd and many more. Thanx everyone!

Know that my buddy got himself a girlfriend!! So happy for him! Must introduce ah!!!!

Just now, i receive the letter from campus. I was invited to attend the graduation celebration on 25 Aug. I not sure whether i can go because that period i will be busy. I must consult my sir before i know whether i can make it. If i can go i will need to wear my smart 4 and not "FORMAL" clothes.

This week is not a very good week for me. Hope that this coming week will be a better one!!

Eric..Hope to see everyone on 25 Aug

Voice

2004-07-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

1 week had pass and i am back at home. This week my platoon mates caught using the hp during the spot check. We are told to call at night after our shower but they are not. We are told to surrender our hp. If i want to use my phone, i have to ask for permission. Haiz... Damn troublesome so i never contact anyone of u in camp. Anyway u people meet me last night. Sorry i lost my voice so u people may not understand what i am talking last night.

I also meet my other close friends as well. Enjoy the BBQ, i can't go lah!!!:( (Remember next week ah)

So nothing much to say, looking forward to the next saturday!!!:)

E@R@I@c....

Success through Dilligence

2004-06-27T11:05:00.000+08:00

Just finish my breakfast!!! I have just check my results!!! Ha Ha!!! All A leh. Must thanx all my group members!!! U know who u are!!!

Later must prepare all my stuff first before meeting my buddy for lunch!!! Today must book in before 2000 hours (8pm). I think my morale r high cos my results really make me happy. All our hard work pay!!! Now must look forward to my next book out on this cuming saturday so this will motivate me.

After reading Bryan posting, i must say something. The cook house food may not be nice but u still must eat to get your energy. Must eat more u so thin. My weight increase a bit liao now is 67kg but height still the same leh 176(sad)But i don't have extra fats, it is muscle(Sorry ah i very vain). Must thanx the cook house food always give me so much food. Bryan, continue to work hard and dream for being a good policeman. You will do it!!!

Eric see you soon!!!!!!

Frends......... I Finally Back

2004-06-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Hello...... I haven write for this blog for so long..... I think is for me to write some NS experience here....... On this 15th of june... my enlistment day..... I forever will remember this day.... I am litte nervous at that time..... After that...... I was sent to Delta Coy Squad 26 n become the in charge(IC)of squad 26..... Muz bear a lot of responsiblity........ so xiong.....

Within tis 1 n a half week, i tink i have realli taste a new n different kind of challenge. we haf 2 do stressful training daily..... n so sian cos everyday muz wake up so early at 5am. the food at the cookhouse is realli damn x 1000 #@#@#@#@#@# sucks. even when i feel so hungry, upon seeing the kind of food in the cookhouse, i also started 2 lost my appetite. the only way 2 make mi 2 feel full is only by drinking alot of water. during the training, i had accidentally sprain my back but luckily 4 mi, i ken still endure.

signed off.............. Recruit Boon

Yo! I am back!

2004-06-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

After staying in the camp for 3 weeks.Today is my first book out day!!! Morale quite high!!!

For this pass 3 weeks. I experience a lot of things!!! Almost losing my left toe, cherish the people around u, protect the country, get to know a lot of buddies from different background and many more!!!

Everyday have to drink at least 7 litres of water. My buddy "Mr Bean" always go vomit but now he can take it liao. So far i never vomit!! Early in the morning doing P.T., Area cleaning and many more until 8+ to 9+ then go for shower.I shower with my bunk mates together. 2 to 3 can shower together. Ha Ha!!!( I am not a gay!!!) Must save time!!! Sometime u don't really have time to make any phone calls cos lights off at 10. Wait up at 4.45am.

People may be quite surprise why i go for operation!!! I injured myself during training that results in hamstring and I.G.T.N. + infectious. I thought if is just a foot injured but i fall out during my 3.5 km run in the morning. I was sent to the M.O. He can't do anything so he sent me to Changi General Hospital. I was took to A&E. Then the doctor give me 5 jabs on my toe!!! At first it was 3 only but no used so he give me more jabs!!! Then he start cutting off my nails, infected flesh and skin. If things gets serious i may lost my toe!!! During the operation, i was very calm because i know my vocation is very dangerous and this operation is nothing.

Everyone knows their final result. My buddy(Suren) get all A. If nothing get wrong i think i can comfirm at least 2As. I only know my PJT is A. I lazy to check my result.

Tomolo i must book in before 2000hours which is before 8pm. Must prepare a lot of things and then tomolo night must face another spot check(Sian). But my status is still on until tuesday. So i carry on light duties!!!

I will fight until the end!!!!

Eric is back!!!

Oei!!! Don't cry lah!!!!! Oei!!!!

2004-06-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

Ha Ha!!! About 11 hours later i will be reporting to my camp!!!! My stuff are pack!!! Thanx to all my friends who spend time with me on shopping, watching movie, open chalet for me and many more activity!!!

Yesterday, spend time with u people!!! U know who u are!!! Fun lah!!! After i reach home, chat with yvonne for a while, yvonne must take care ah!!! Keep in touch!!!

For the rest of the guys going later, enjoy your break make full use of it!!! We will meet later!!!

The ladies, i know everyone is either finding a job or working now!!! Gd luck!!!

Receive quite a number of my friends blessing!!!! Thanx!!! So touch!!! At least u remember!!! Quite a pity, i can't celebrate my friend birthday next week!!! Anyway, i give my blessing to her on saturday. Must play hard!!!

Ai yah!!! Don't know how to continue!!!! Everyone!!! Bye!!!

Oei!!! Don't cry lah!!!Uuuu...........

Nameless creature!!!!!!

Happy Birthday "Jie Jie"

2004-06-03T18:38:00.000+08:00

Tomolo is your 20 years old birthday but you told me that tomolo gathering is cancel. Haiz... disappointing!!! Anyway enjoy yourself tomolo!!! Have fun and play hard!!!

Recently nothing to do!!! Just drop in to wish my Jie Jie. Happy birthday hope you can see it!!! Because u never update your blog since the end of april.

This is something for you and all my friends:

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they been given den to explorade power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It is an opinion. It's a dare!!! Impossible is temporary!!! Impossible is nothing....

Hope every impossible is impossible to you!!!

When is my birthday???

Ant signed off

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2004-05-31T10:11:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo!!! I am back!!!!

Finally i go online since thousands years ago!!!! I did not contact you people for quite some days. Sorry!!!

This days, i went shopping alone or the almost with my buddy only. Have to prepare my stuff!!! This few days, when i went shopping i saw (or they saw me) many of my primary school friends and secondary friends. They can't really recognized me!!! Maybe i am more thinner then before!!! Still remember saturday went bugis around 4.30. When to look for my sunglasses and some clothes. I walk aimlessly(No diretion) and my feet brought me to the temple at the bugis village!!! Still remember, you people like to go there to prey when u people are not happy or "unlucky" At the point of time, i want to step in to the temple and ask for health or some blessing but i never do it. Maybe i don't want to hear bad things!!!!

To all MMT2X friends, thanks for your help, care and tolerance. I know i am bad, don't really talk much!!! I only say many " COLD JOKES" to you people. U guys are wonderful continue to be yourself and loves the people around you!!! May all good lucks, health, study, work, happiness and love be with you!!!

Last but not least, this friday maybe my last gathering with everyone!!! Please comfirm the time to me!!!!

3Ric.......

LoNg LosT SoUl

2004-05-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

hi every one! the day has come for us to go separate ways haiz... the feeling is like in secondary sch time.. feel sad but have to let go firstly those go NS 1 hope u all do well o think i can send all of u to the camp and see you all the last time secondly the gal wish u all the best in upcoming progess get a job if u all wan or if best go study again... study is the best thing =) well lastly hopefully i will get a job b4 i go in i will properly will be free much of this time so got any outing tell me i try my best to come.. haiz u all take care lor Ü

nongbang signed off...

Memories!!!

2004-05-20T15:06:00.000+08:00

Now is going to have our MMD phrase test!!! Just take sometime to write my feelings!!!

Just now the ladies and i are watching flash movie!!! Watch quite a few! Mostly on love!!! When we are watching the last movie!!! The ladies don't really understand what the story about!!! But i understand!!!

It is to tell you!!!
Keep beautiful memories!!!
Erase your bad memories!!!
So you can be happy!!!

I don't want to elaborate more!!! The rest is for you to find out!!! I only have the answer!!!

3Ric.......Memories!!!!

Thank You Govind!!!

2004-05-18T14:31:00.000+08:00

Do not know what to write!!! Anyway CPG project is done!!! Thanx to Mr Govind. The joker(Govind) help me in applying the camera and give me many feedbacks!!! So i can finish very fast among other classmates. From everyone expressions, they are very happy in finishing this project!!! And at the same time, everyone knows that we are leaving the school!!!

Lesson actually finish at 11 but Govind say the next lesson "Ah yah!!! Don't need to go lah!!!! PJT finish mah". He is our PJT in charge, i think everyone know he is lazy to open the lab. He is a nice man, because i usually chat with hin during PJT lesson!!!

I stay inside the lab to continue my game!!! At 12, we left the class because other class are coming for their lesson!!! We went down to the studio to "burn" our project to VCD. Mr Winson want to went for lunch and he told us to come back later!! Many of us stay back to burn cd for themselves and project but i left first!!! Not in good condition so i go home!!!

On my way back, i saw a dead dry lizard!!! Poor lizard died of hot weather!!! So everyone must take good care of yourself!!! "Lizard" R.I.P

3Ric........POOR LIZARD!!!

Long gathering!!!

2004-05-16T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I met Xian to get a present for our friend birthday!!
He told me that he saw weisiong with her g.f!!! Haiz... i miss it!!! We have not seen each other for a very long time!!!

He told me that he saw my Ex g.f on Thrus!!! He said they walk pass each other and she pretend not to see him. He told me that her b.f looks like me but slightly thinner than me. This makes me feel curious!!! Actually a lot of my friends have see her b.f either on outside or friendster(photo). Anyway "my pattern" Singapore got thousands of it!!! Ha Ha!!! Anyway is all over!!! Never mind lor!!!

I cut my entry short!!! Later we meet our ladies friend at Orchard!!! 3 ladies and 2 guys(include me) when shopping, eating, gossip at starbucks!!!! Very fun, maybe our last meeting is at march and so they update many things to me!!!

We decide to go and have supper at 1 restaurant!!! It close at 3am!! We order one waffle ice-cream and drinks!!! Again we continue our chat until 2.30am I reach home at 3am and slept at 4am.

ha ha!!!! Later we will meet again at jurong Point 6pm to celebrate our friend birthday!!! We meet again within 12 hours!!!
We seems to have spent 48 hours together!!!! Very fun!!!

3Ric........See you later!!!!!!!

An Ayong Hai Se Yo!!!

2004-05-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

I have not write in the blog for about 1 week. Our blog have some error and our previous site can't be used!!! Now it is change to botak4. Sorry for the inconvenient!

This week, everyone is busy with project and test!!! Many of us are very tired and temper increase. Haiz...still got 1 week to finish up our project, phrase test and theory test!!!! Everyone must Jia Yu!!!

Today i skip S.W lesson. I went for the DAVT test at 10. After we finish the test we spent the rest of our time in E405 and Studio. We leaf about 6.30. All the gates are almost locked. My group manage to finish rendering and exporting. Tomolo morning Suren and i must go back at 9 to burn into VCD format!!! DAVT also!!! Sian!!! Because monday morning we need it for presentation!!!

Today!!! Very funny!!! I went to the canteen at about 12. After i went back to my sit!!! I got 1 funny feeling!!! I suddenly feel that she is around me and so i turn my head to see. I been turning my neck+head for about 5 minutes but i did not see her. Very funny feeling!!! Maybe i too tired, or my eyes sight is getting bad. Then when i start eating my food, i saw her friends walking pass the canteen!!! I ask myself "Eric are you seeing stars? She might be around!!!" Ha ha!!! But i see no one!!! Maybe i going crazy!!!

To Eric:
Sometimes when you think that you and her distance are very close but that is always something to stop u!!! Maybe u have saw her but she is walking very right in front and u don't have the chance to call her!!! Or maybe u are busy with something and u don't notice her!!! Maybe she saw u but u do not see her!!! Turn left turn right!!! Haiz........

Eric....?????......report

Past Entry...

2004-05-13T09:38:00.000+08:00

4/4/2004
hi this blog is share among 4 of us bryan eric alvin and myself nongbang hope 4 of us will keep on updating you all for further info and hope tat the 3 of u the veri best luck and take care hope to see the rest add us and hope to see bryan eric alvin to wirte more (come on online will not kill u...) tat all for the intro part cya
nongbang signed off..

well today kind of sianz haiz... bored to death but after what i heard from eric HE IS GOING to NS @ 9th june... OMG haha and some more commando die lar he =) about he and gladys haiz come on ler eric go 4 it u going to NS soon ler do something b4 it is too late and u will regret no whether wat is the outcome at least u know you have try don be afraid... for bryan don be sad too cause u just heard from one sided story and u had not hear from the other side of the story u too have to give it a shot b4 u regret it...ya so i wish u all the best for the future road =).... nongbang signed off..

4/5/2004
Thanx for creating this blog. Actually i do not know wat to write or how to express my feelings. Maybe it is easy to type than say. Nong Bang "thanx for your concern". I am tired..... Maybe doing my class project will be a better one. Entering NS on 9 of june, good lor don't waste time! Fated ! Today nothing to do in class! To all my friends, I will miss u when i enter NS! ICE i promise u i will take a nice photo with u n put inside my METAL WARDROBE! I can't give any promise everyone that i can update everyday! Sheng signed off......:)

Bingo....... Here I am. Thank for ah Bang for creating the blog. Eric n Alvin also in this blog wif me. HaHa.....
I think this blog will make us frends more united n we can share some secrets among ourselves..... HEHE.
Talking about saturday night, I really really stress coz of something floating in my mind. I think u all know wat I stress about. I think Eric muz jia yu n I hope I will hear good news from u. I wish all my frends all the best. See ya...............

Bryan(Love Hurts) signed off................

To My 3 very gd buddy.... Eric, Bryan & Nong Bang.......... Thanks for bring joy & happiness to mi when i m in class. It really light up up life in ITe........ Nong Bang, thanks for creating this blog........ Making Thning Happens.... lol... tats ITE motto......... hahaha..... Anyway, No matter wat, pls do write watever thing in it.... My Wish for this blog is tat it will link to lots of our frens.... Keep in touch........ Least but not last.... May our frenship last forever..............
Alvin signed off.......

4/6/2004
Morning My Buddies...... Its 0850, lesson heaven start.........Nothing much today... lack lack........ lol....
I think we should organize a bbq before eric go NS..... at the same time we can also celebrate our 2 yrs studying at ite MP........ how abt tat bros........ Pls gave mi some ideas........... thanks......
Bryan --> *_*
Eric --> -!-
Nong Bang --> @__@
Alvin --> (@)^(@)

LOL................

Alvin signed off......

Weather-- Sunny day! :)
Nothing to do in school! Slack Slack! Everyone is either playing game or surf the net!
Yesterday, i watch "MY EX" A JAPANESE DRAMA Last esp! Got a lot of thoughts running in my mind! In the end Toji go back to his ex stead who is his first love! I ask myself do all first love is beautiful? I think NO! She betray me! But my heart was soft enough to let her go. Maybe loving someone should give her freedom and let her fly! We last met was on " the last day of 2003" We went to Fullerton to countdown! No Sparks!
I keep listening Twins song "DOU XIE SHI LIAN" very nice! U will understand this song if u understand Canto. So to Bryan and all ppl who lost track and confidence! Can listen lah!

Loving someone needs courage and will
Losing someone needs even more courage
Give him or her your bless and let him or her fly!
U will feel happy when he or she is happy
Money and relationship r not eternity but memories r!
Just remember on that particular day or season that u come across Love and Happiness
Your memories will be full of colours and no one can steal it from u!
Ps: "Forgive and Forget" is a skill@ Not running away from reality!

3Ric Flying OFF..........

[Haha can’t finish the blog was doing at school then no choice came back and continue to write…]
Well, last night came back home too late at ard 12.30am so no time to write a new blog and feeling tried till now I still feel sleepy.... Zzzz
Hmm, firstly must say sorry to 3 of u all not to turn up especially u Alvin once again u think I put u airplane.. Haiz, actually b4 u ask me to go to your house I already date this gal call June.. so I can't really confirm to go to your house.. well.. here go... Yesterday rain cat and dog at toa payoh went to my friend house to take some stuff then what the hell it all of sudden it rain and i was totally WET... went back home and took a bath and was ready to set off to Alvin house... when I sudden received June call.. cause b4 tat I went home I call her then her mum told me tat she WENT OUT.... huh? went out impossible.. cause she said tat she not really confirm going out with me so i call her again... when i heard from her mum tat she went out i was so sad and angry... sad in the sense tat where she went and with who? her BF william? Angry in the sense tat if she does not want to go out with me she can say so and need not to lie to me...=(
But later she called me ard 3pm and told me tat she just woke up (she really knw how to slp so soundly haha...=0) well i was happy as least she is not lying to me so we went on to discuss wat movie we wanted to watch at last i wan to catch "the passion of christ" but she said tat she don wan to watch then i suggested to watch scooby doo then she agreed and she suggested to go AMK jubliee.. at 6.30pm....
i reached AMK station at ard 7.00pm thought i was late but no fear she was even later than me.... then i went and call her.. she said tat she still at home cause her...that things suddenly come..well u all knw.. so i walk ard AMK and headed toward to juibee i saw my 2nd aunt and her daughter...my cousin is getting prettier and prettier haha... well when i reached juibee and thought of buying tickets 1st the person in charge told me tat the ticket machine went out of order..... What a coincidence man... so I walk ard there and tried to kill time……
no idea how long I had waited for her when I reached AMK station she was there and I looked at the time it was already 8+pm she told me tat she had been waiting at the other side of the bus-stop for 20min (the bus stop where pei pei block is) whereby she told me to meet her at MRT… haha she so absent-minded =) then we walk ard and I told her tat the tickets are unavailable then I suggested to her tat we go somesert …
reached somesert at ard 8.35pm both of us were hungry and I decided we go cuppage tat to have our dinner but when we went there it was time to close lor… haha then she complained tat she was veri hungry haha.. then we went to cineleisure then she wanted to catch movie but once again there is not much show on the big screen haiz…then we went to lucky plaza to have Mac we have some personal talk at there it was sad for me but I dun really felt tat sad instead I felt happy =) also don no why then we went off at 10.35pm she said tat she wan to go AMK to buy supper for William (so good I hope tat she can buy for me too..) so I accompany her to S11 then walk back to take bus with her she asked me y I so quiet all the way.. I can’t give her the answer which I always wan to say it out but… I think I can’t maybe I think the best for me and her is to leave her.. and bless her the best with William… cause I think I… really love her… =`(

nongbang signed off...(continue to walk on.)

4/7/2004
Vivian thanx ah for helping me to find this song! Very nicre right? Hope u guys love it!

Weather= Sunny

Tired tired! Project project! Just receive last min instruction for Vivek. He told me to finish downloading the PJT project by monday! Die lah!!!! Still must finish within 3 hours on monday and must present to section head our prototype either on the day or tuesday!!!! Haiz.....

Class photo is out! Pei Pei and i r ask to collect the orders and money from the class. 1 formal and 2 fun pic, cost $6 each. Very GUI!!!! The photo very nice lah but don't have Seelan inside quite a pity lor! I think i will order all cos got our memories and buddies to remember!:)

Now doing DAVT project! Again downloading the tape to the PC. The ladies r doing the job lor! Thanx! Cos i am the 1 who act and i find out all the scenes r beautiful. Ha Ha!!!!! DIAO!!!! But don't laugh lah!!! I working very hard leh!!! Tomolo again must download DVP tape again. Sian!!!!

Tomolo will be a better day!!!! I hope!!!!!

3Ric Signed off.... DIAO!

Hello everyone, i am here again. after listening wat Eric sae, I think he was rite. Loving a person is not zhan you but let her happy. I dun Know who put this song on this blog but i think this song is veri suitable for me, Eric n Nongbang. After listening this sad song, I think of Liling...... dun know why.
I think I juz miss her so much tat I hope tml is saturdae coz on this sat i will able to see her. Juz nw eric told me nt to fu chu too much as he sae if u fu chu too much but no result is a veri sad thing. But I dun know why I care for her so much....... I think this is really LOVE. Ok lah, dun sae this sad thing any more.

Todae after sch, me, Eric, Nongbang n Vivian went to Clementi to have our lunch. Along the way, me, Eric n Nongbang are talking cock in the train except Vivian who read her storybk all the way..... Dun know why. Ai yah juz talk wif us lah. After lunch, we went to the CC to see basketball competition. We end at around 5pm. Haha....... Nongbang wat a waste rite.... U know wat I mean. Poor thing. I think I will not able to be Nongbang coz I think I dun have this courage like him....... Ok..... Tat enough for todae.... See ya..... Take care..... :P

Bryan signed off..

Try to wirte the blog b4 i go to school.. ya woke up at 9.45am then as usual stuck infront of the pc again surf net and play online game then was suripsed to see .xJüNex. online cause she alway wake up late was happy to see her online but we don chat much after a few converstation she went off and i wrote her the final reply letter as in email form and send to her the feeling was like just sending an normal email nothing much of the feeling inside it just wait 4 her to reply wat she want to say but more or less i knw wat she going to say to me =) ya ok lor tat all lor gtg or else late again.... =P

nongbang signed off...

PROJECT PROJECT.......... It really annoyin me men. Todae I have a lot of stress doing my project. Finally the project was over n we decided to go town to relex ourselves. I dun know wat I doin in the train, sae a lot of leng xiao hua. I think everybody r quite irrated...... pei seh lah coz I really stress out of my project n relationship matter.

Around 7pm+, we have our dinner. After tat we went to our dessert- ICECREAM...... Yummy. We found a place to enjoy our dessert but me n Eric kept saeing unhygienic stuff becoz of the icecream........ Haha. Tat enough for todae....... See ya...... Take care...... Gd nite. :D

Ah Hong signed off......

4/8/2004
Morning !!!!! Its a brand new day..... 8 of Apr... Tuesday... Happy !!!! Tomorrow is gd friday, its holiday, Already plan to go camp iwth my dar dar & frens at pula ubin on sat...... Tml will be having dinner with her parents.... So nervous........ '*' Today is a long day. lots of lesson...... but no worry.... with frens & buddy in my class, everyday is a fun & luvly wan........... Alvin signed off..........

not much of things to say cause june had reply wat she said and i was just expecting it =) well was there was abit of happiness and sadness happy is there i still have friend with me and laughter that accomapny me sadness is tat well thing don work out tat all well maybe i feel like giving up of realtionship =) but 4 me sometime leaving someone don knw mean it is the end of it u might not knw tat when u are going to meet he/she again, and when u really meet the one again it meant a rechance to get to knw she/he again and that time might prove everything... =)
nongbang signed off..

Project Project Project!!!!!!!! Siao Siao Siao!!!!!!!

Weather - Sunny

Haiz...... DAVT, PJT, DVP, CPG, MMD Never ending project!!!Today as i predict i need to download the tape. Lucky got "Cute" Huiping like me. We finish quite fast cos ti is short. I thought we need to re-do cos there is date and time on our video but Miss Maggie help us to solve the problem! Thanx!

DAVT!!!!!! HEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! We need to re-do!!!!!! Error error error!!!!! Shadow, blue screen, clothes, time and date r all error. Must act again!! Must stand in front of the blue screen again for 5 or even more hours. People will start laughing again!!!

PJT must write the LOG book. Not sure how to write??? Thanx for Pei Pei rescue we at least find our track!:) Must complete our downloading of video by monday cos there r presentation! Script as well!! In case the stupid HEAD ask questions!!!

Tomolo!!! IS GOOD FRIDAY! Hope everyone can enjoy the holiday!!! GO OUT MUST CALL ME!!!!!

3Ric DIAO DIAO DIAO!!!!! signed off.......

Evening has arrived i bet its dinner time for lots of us...... 7.31pm...... Time passes... today very pack with projects.... the 4 of us were like helpless with our projects.... but the day has ended a gd one...... Tomorrow is a holiday... buddies, enjoy ur holidys.......
Alvin signed off..

4/9/2004
AFTERNOON !!!!! To is a very GD Friday....... Seems like going to rain... Rem to bring umbrella.... lol.......
Buddies.... enjoy ur holiday & weekends....... See u all on monday.... bryan rem that we are meeting on monday 8am....... at levender.... But 1 more thing ? We have to present our project rite ? so how ? bang.... can u check with Ajay wat time we need to present... thanks....... Alvin signed off.........

I don't wanna lose u. I don't wanna use you just to have somebody by my side
And i don't wanna hate u i don't wanna take u But i don't wanna be the one to cry Thats don't really matter to anyone, anymore But like a fool i keep losing my place And keep seeing u walk through that door But there's a danger in loving somebody to much And it's sad when u know it's your heart u can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Baby sometimes love just ain't enough Now i could never change u i don't wanna blame u
Baby u don't have to take the fall Yes i may have hurt u But i did not desert u
Maybe i just want to have it all It makes a sound like thunder It makes me feel like rain And like a fool who never see the truth I keeping thinking something's gonna change But there's a danger in loving somebody too much And it's sad when u know it's your heart u can't trust There'e a reason why people don't stay where they are Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
And there's no way home when it's late at night and u are all alone Are there things that u wanted to say Do u feel me beside you in your bed there beside u where i used to lay And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when u know it's your heart they can't touch There's a reason why people don't stay who they are Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

I am sick of love!!! Wat is love? I don't know! I hurt a few gals!!!! Sorry!!!!! I do not know how to answer! Maybe i do not know how to love someone!!! Very sorry to the gals in present and past!!!!!

Maybe monkhood suits me!!! Leave me alone!!!! I be back with zest on monday!!!!:(

3Ric........Signed off

4/10/2004
Feeling Better!!!

Yesterday, very sian!! Lots of problem. Went out early morning to settle 1 problem . Afternoon acompany my friend to cut his hair. After dinner at home go out and settle 1 more problem. Very Sian! Quarrel with my sister at night! Haiz....

Anyway heard a good new from my friend! From infantry to storeman!!! POWER!!! RELAX AH!!

Later go out with my buddy!

3Ric...Signed off

4/11/2004
Christian believes in eternal life!
But i do not!
Couples believes in eternal love!
Too bad! I do not!
If all this things are eternal?
It is not beautiful at all!
To me beautiful things will end early!
Because you can't have them all!
So when you find it always cherish it before it is gone!

3Ric theory>>>Signed off

4/12/2004
11am...... We have done our presentation of Online Project Management System.... Great feeling..... Firing still burning....... Nong Bang & Bryan & mi, we are in the same group.... Later i m going with another groups to do another project...... Today will be a busy day, coz after tat i need to come back sch for my meeting ofr 1 of the major events coming up....... It will be at 6...... Time passes... although its tiring.... But i really enjoy it..... I like to be busy then doing nth but nth..... lol....... *CHEERS*

Alvin signed off........

hmm...
it been sometime when i came in.. well got my ns letter and guess wat i m in the armour same as esmond haha well kinda of happy still have about 2 months b4 going in well better than nothing =) y tat all i wan to say lor =) go PLAY GAME.... =P

nongbang signed off..

4/15/2004
aiyo wat happen to u all man nv come in to write lar
hey guys come on ler.. come in and write something ler can't possible i write myself right? if like tat i create my personal 1 better right? HAHAHA wat are F04 mean? mean tat we are the 4 so do come in and write anything cause times are running short for us we are going to do wat we believe is proud tat is to service NS lol... haha.. ya btw the FRUITS BASKET is a really veri nice anime if u all got the money go and buy u will never regreat buying it cause it brings you laughter and tears, and it really reflect on human emontional.. =) hmm 1st time i intro a anime ler rare sia...

nongbang signed off..

4/16/2004
Actually wanted to update happy stuffs but HAiz....
Stay at canteen for lunch with u people, discuss some problem. Haiz.... ___ ___ cry. Like i am the one who make her cry!! Maybe we should not discuss the topic. Now i feel like crying.... must control.....

A lot of things happen to me. U ppl should know!
HAiz...
Thanx VIVIANwho willing to act for our DAVT project.

Now a "MAN MADE HEART" is living inside me. I have no feelings. I am trying hard to come back to normal!!! Tired!!!

Everyone must Jia You!!!! Must be strong!!!!

3Ric signed off.....:{

4/20/2004
YO I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since days i write blog!!! Haiz!!! Wat to write?

This week is a battle week. I have been going to the studio everyday, like i am the co-group member!!! Sian!!! Tomolo got recording at 9.30 no choice got to finish. Never ending work!!! Our group must JIA YOU!!!

Next, our famous boy BRYAN BOON ZHENG HONG is joining the police force on 15 of june. Haiz.... i can't sent u in. U should know i will be inside my camp too. Anyway good for u since u want to be a policeman. Hope the crime rate will not increase ah!!! HA HA HA!!!!

Now trying very hard to return to my ownself. Maybe working on this stupid projects will make me focus and never think too much ah. everyone got their own problem, must focus ah. Stay cool like me( OeI Wat COOL) HA HA MY OS!!! COLD.............. Produce energy and zest when we see each other everyday!!!!

GIVE EVERYONE "ONE LOVE"

3Ric..........COOL..........SAD...........SIAO.............FLYING OFF...........

Hmmm

watching... the news NICOLE HIGHWAY collapse... quite shocking is tat everyone is talking about it.. but for wat i consider is if tat highway collapse. many ppl will use the expressway near our sch OMG!!!! like tat the traffic JAM like hell... (for u all who don knw is tat nicole highway is link to kallang there..) well today called by Section Head haiz so sianz..... but nvm ya my NS postpone for further notice ler... feel happy and sianz cause wish to go in early so tat can complete NS fast but is ok lar...
got 2 weeks nv contact .xJüNex. she kind of busy for wat i knw managed to call her just to knw her she is now but after wat she told me i m kinda of happy tat she is doing good.... =) feeling like calling her out and catch a movie hmm just wish her happy can lor...

.xJüNex. i wish u and willam the best... remember me ler =)..

nongbang signed off..

4/22/2004
Weather = Damn HOT:(

I can still suffer from FLU. Very funny right?
Very sian!!!! Still got about 1 month towards my graduation.
Exam start in 26 May. Only 1 paper!!!
The school sucks. I come to school in a very "DIAO FACE" everyday.

SiaNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now having MMD lesson. I do nothing cos i only need to put in my video only to complete. I don't want to act any extra stuff cos it will make my web page very untidy.

The previous lesson also the same. Again download the video..... Must do edicting but everyone of the group r also doing their other project and Suren is helping Alvin to do his banner for his sports program so we can't process. I............ very sick so Sleep................. LOR.

Now i must think whether to attend assembly tomolo!!!! That Fatty Teacher( I do not want to mention name) mark my attendance wrongly. OEI!!!! I was that oh Anyway don't want to blame him just misunderstanding......Miss Ho told me to clarify with him but i will not do it cos it is too late. One week lah...........No point!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomolo still need to attend class until 4 tomolo.............. Very Sian..............After the stupid rulz establish. All teachers like to use the SECTION HEAD to threatened us.............Very FUN AH............
VERY CHILDISH LOR. We r going to be adult liao....... 20 years old leh......... Not 3 years old kid................

Min hope u find your happiness soon.. F???? is a bit......... Hope u forgive him soon....... He really MCP lor. I always believe in standing in others shoe so that u can look at the stitution clearing. Maybe he still needs time to grow.

If u really love the person
Let the person fly
U do not need to have the person u love
Sometime looking at the person from behind is another happiness!!!!

"DIAO" 3Ric signed off.........................

4/23/2004
Yo!! Tired but quite a fun day!

Early morning my head is spinning! Now fine!

After school, Logan, Bryan, N.Bang, Bro Rain, Vian and i went for recording our video for MMD project. Very short video maximun 10sec. We start off at D.Gourt then Chinatown and last Harbour Front.

We alight at D.Gourt and Bryan set to F.Canning Park for recording. We went seperate ways and the rest of us went to Chinatown! ( Very bad ah. leave him alone) N.Bang also recording in C.T. He is doing about C.T and he record first after that we went towords Maxwell food centre for Logan and my recording. We r doing about local food.

When i was recording, i receive a surprise MMS. It was a pair of bear and with "3 special words written" I was kinda shock at first so i check the status but i did not find out who sent me this. if i remember it was written for a friend!! Ha ha maybe i think too much! Anyway a million thank you for the angel who sent me. U r very sweet!!!!!! (My phone is lousy or maybe i do not know how to use MMS)

Last station Harbour front. We walk to Sentosa but the staff advise us not to walk further in cos under construction!!! We do not want to waste money so we u-turn back to Harbour Front. I brought them to the cruise centre to record. Actually i want to bring them to "WAVING GALLERY" but it was close for renovation. That place got a lot of my memories. Very sad!!!! Anyway it will never be the same again!!!!!! Last we went to MAC for ice-cream. Ha Ha, Vian and i ate 2. She is ice-cream siao!!! We chat from about 3 plus to 6.30. We even share the drink among four people kinda funny although we r using different straw but i think i use other ppl straw accidently. Talk about a lot of topic lor, from sch to BGR problem and NS.

Tomolo the same group will go to FUNAN IT MALL to attend Cyndi autograph session. I have not buy her album so i don't think i will be the small ants inside the crowd. I will stand behind to see her lor or take video for the ladies. Pls inform me the time to meet ok?

Everyday Everynight I am missing u!!!
3Ric..............Signed off

hmm

ya we went for ours filming again this time with bryan, eric, huiping, suren, logen and myself went to quite a few places like chinatown, harbourfront etc... bryan, eric, logen and myself managed to get wat we want but for huiping and suren they managed to get wat they wan but the weather and the place make it hard for them to get the best shot..(oh ya.. they wan to take a shot of sentosa but veri unlucky is tat sentosa under constrution and the weather seems bad too... =( ) haha after taking wat we want we walked around at harbourfront then we saw a salon whereby they put the book of wat kind of difference hairstyles u wan got arounf 500 pic lor then 4 of us bryan, huiping, suren and myself stand there and looked at it and let eric walked off 1st he thought tat we are followed him right behind but turn out to be we are looking at the book HAHA... but we look at it for about 10min plus we laugh really loud at the front of the salon hahaha even the owner of the shop looked at us....

but the i really enjoyed the time with them even though all we do is just to went to mac and talk but i REALLY REALLY enjoyed the time serious.. i hope tat i can spend more time with them and we been talking for quite a long hours we went off at ard 6.30pm ba haha... well tat all for today cos quite long lor.... haha =)

nongbang signed off...

4/25/2004
SAD SAD SAD........... I feel like crying...... Thank for Iris told me this bad news but I will be strong. Pls do not worry abt me.... I will recover sooner or later. After the singing lesson, me n Iris going to join Icecream lover - Vian....... Entertianment Boss - Eric n........ Thai worker - Luay Nong Bang Su Wat Chai to see Cyndi...... Haha..
In the train, Iris told me a veri sad news...... When I received this news...... my eyes are red but I refused my tears to drop but unfortunately I was too heartbroken.... My heart is veri weak at tat time n I juz dropped my tears without my permission. When Iris saw tat, she was shocked n told me muz be strong....
Thank Iris for supporting me n I really greatful. Oh my God..... Y Cyndi sad song appear at tat time. After I listened to her sad song, I cried again. Todae is my veri veri veri veri sad sad sad sad dae. If I got the chance, I will wish her all the best in everything n most important thing U must be happy..... Promise me.... Last thing I wan to tell I LIKE HER whatever what happens...... Thank Iris, Eric, Nongbang n Vivian for consoling me n encouraging me... I promise I will stand up veri fast n be happy like before.... Thank veri much.... Frends.

HERATBROKEN(Hong) signed off...........

"AI NI" "AI NI"............................

Yo! "Eric wat wrong with u" HA HA!!!!

Everyone who know will be started laughing again!!!! "AI NI"(LOVES U) is a new song by Cyndi. Yesterday we heard a lot of times. Ha Ha!!!! And clever me started writing new rap for the song!!!!! Very funny lor everyone almost went berserk(SIAO) after hearing me singing!!!!!!!

We went to Funan yesterday for Cyndi autograph session!!! Milk(Expired) Jie Jie, Ice-cream siao, Bryan Surachai cum Di, Luay Patapong + 2 rechargeable battery and me went. Patapong was taking photos and i will taking the video. The video choi ah, i took alot of her expressions and cute dance steps. She worn high school uniform for the session. So cute but still can't compare to my WEI LUN and ELLA(S.H.E)..............

During the session, i saw my secondary school friends. He is currenly in NS under storeman unit. Gd lah!!!! I told him that i will be going to the Changi camp. He was not really surprise(OEI) he say can see from my face lah. He told me that wat i will be facing for the courses. Actually, i know quite a lot of them before so i not really surprise with the treatment i receive compact to the other unit. The ladies not really sure wat i will be facing so i explain to them lor they will so afraid. Dun worry i will come out with 1 full piece!!!!

Bryan Surachai cum Di will very sad after the "Ahem" told Jie Jie all the truth. Bryan dun be sad ah, u got us good enough sometimes gals really take us for granted! Anyway u will be very strong right!!! In relationship there will be 1 party who will get hurt and it is u!!!! Trust me all the gals will cum after u OK future C.I.D!!!!!

Later Jie Jie friend meet us everyone were discussing her Choi she is. When Luay saw her, he face started turning ehhhhhhhhh(Dun say). I think Luay is much interested in "ELYN". Ladies u want to help him is up to u lor!:)

We went to Orchard and spend a lot of time chatting, laughing or even fighting. Ha Ha!!!! Very fun leh!!!!!!!!! U Guys best ah!!!!!!!!!! No matter wat i will still remember u ppl!!! Jie Jie remember to copy 1 CD of the video i taken!!!!

True love never runs smooth!!!!!!!!!

3Ric.......................Loves U....... Eric= Kimura!!!!!!!!!!!!! HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!

4/26/2004
50 FiRST DATE

Yesterday, watch this movie. Funny, sad, crazy and cute. All sorts of funny feelings. I heard a lot of ppl is laughing but to me, i don't really laugh lor. In fact, i pity the main actor. Maybe i experience it lor!!!

I think i will watch again from the comedy point of view. I guess tomolo night or later at night cos school finish at 12 and 1 tomolo!!! Maybe this time i will be really laughing!!!

My Heart is snowing!!!!
Can u feeling it!!!!

WHAT IS TRUE LOVE?

EASY COME EASY GO..............3Ric

To all bros...... We left this few weeks.... Celebrations around the corner... but some have to go & PROTECT counrty........ All the best to u...... Hope that we can keep in touch......... I jus step down from my sc post...... Its a very gd feeling........ Still a long way to go.........

sunny day but rain somehow... weather back to stuffy and sticky on night

Ya caught the moive 50 first date what can i said about is the male actor is tat he really LOVE her ya... everyday using a difference method to make her fallen in love with him and it is so... wah i doubt myself can do tat using difference method... he is really veri determine and willing to spend the rest of his life with her even though he know tat the moment she wake up she will forget everything BUT he believe tat by doing this bit by bit she can remember him eventually... and also belive tat she is not a burden to him cos... opps well it is up to u all to go and catch the moive.... and i believe tat is wat we guys are lacking of the determine of it.....(aiyo scared me the thunder just bang give me a fright..... guess going to rain soon)

OH YA i admit tat i double cross b4 but tat was the past lor and i got my retribution lor... i just wan to knw her onli nothing else just to see whether can be friend anot... u all ho.. like scared i will do wat to her like tat... hiaz... =P

nongbang signed off...

4/27/2004
Yo! Haiz..............

Just finish dinner, ate a bit!!!!

Today quite a number of friends r inside the studio. Pei group r doing recording so Suren and i helped them to set up the lights and etc..... We came in at 11 and left by 3.30.

Min was the model lah! She behave quite funny in the first place but soon she get the feel of it.... Well Done!!

Later watch the 7 o'clock channel 8 show. Quite nice! Test on friday DAVT, i kinda don't feel like study. Don't know why!!! Maybe Lazy!!!!

Saturday going to Sentosa with the guys!!! Must go!!! Feel the breeze!!! Enjoy the sun lor!:)

I HATE MYSELF POST!!!!

3Ric.........Signed off

4/28/2004
Part Time "House Husband"

Finally i can come to school late. Today lesson starts at 2 end at 5. For the pass few weeks, i must rushed to school for recording and today i can "slack" a bit lor!

I wake up rather early today 8+. I went to the Tiong Bahru Wet Market to buy breakfast and groceries. A lot of ppl, rather happy buy a lot of things but i can't find beautiful strawberries! Haiz....

When i reach home, my sister question me and she ask me "Where is my I-weekly. Ai yah, i forgot! I bought my drinks instead! She very angry lah cos she off day so she lazy to go down and buy! At first, i rather angry because everytime i serve her. She sleep and expect the food to be cook and breakfast to be bought. Anyway, my sister ma, i took my breakfast and went down again to buy for her lor.

To my sister: If u r still so sassy!!!!! Next time, don't expect me to do anything for u! I am not your maid!

Everything going be alright!
Tomorrow will be fine!

"3Ric" Part time Husband> Bye bye

well well nothing much of the update today.

we went to have our dinner at boon lay 3 of us eric, suren and myself, i was thinking of having dinner outside eric was also agreed to it so i asked suren to tag along but he lor.... like going to put us airplane like tat made us felt so scarey haha cos he said tat if we go to boon lay then he will have dinner with us !@#$%^.... so no choice by to go to boon lay haha...

wah reached tat like kenna insult by them cos i not familiar with boon lay then they win lor take the chance and shoot me haha... make me more blur, well as usual had joy and laughter while having dinner.. OH man.. i like this laughter can really laugh out loud and be really myself cos laughter cures all illness =) damn like this kind of feeling haha after had my MEE 1st time try red rubies dessert.. hehe well not bad taste... after tat we went back home and i reached home ard 9.00 pm no need to say lar the veri near 1 and the less near 1 they confirm reached home earlier than me hahaha..... (hmm next time have to force them to come toa payoh area...)

nongbang signed off...

4/29/2004
Danger today entry may be long!!
Some secret also!
Don't be offended if u read this!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today i wake up at 7. Actually i can leave at 8 but i don't know what the shit i do and i leave at 8.30. Actually, i am reading a book lah. When i reach the station, the train arrived. I just stare blanking at the train. Many people were inside so i don't had the chance to go in. So i wait for another train. 2 mins past, 1 train came but i still did not take the train. Haiz... i think i siao lah. I reach the school about 9.20. Late lor...

Today, my Iris Jie Jie is absent. So sian... I know everyone has their own problems. Some people may share and some people may not. Me too. I wear a mask everyday. I think u people can see. Everyone should be happy because we are leaving the school and everybody will lead a different life.

Yesterday, My "Jie Jie" was so sian! Everyone were in low morale!!! I started making stupid actions and jokes to make everyone happy. Too bad the environment still the same. I respect everyone, hope jie jie will be happy.

Secret! This is only include in my personal diary. U only can see this once!....................................
I actually is a very happy person, everyday makes people laugh! But Something happen 3 years ago causes Eric to be a very "mysterious" person. At that time, i was very sad. I told myself i must be strong and i change to be a person who only show a happy face in front of my friends. Even if i have problems, i will not share it with anyone unless i settle the problems then i will share. I don't want to let my friends who care for me to worry about me. Only my close friends understand me. I usually like to go shopping alone, being alone can make me think clearly what i want and how to slove my problem. I still remember NongBang asking me, "Eric you got tell her you are going to the commando camp anot" At that point, I am lost!! I receive the letter on the 3 of April and he know that i may be meeting her the next day. That saturday night after everyone went home, i still walking on the street thinking of the problem. Sunday, she is not free!!! Fated!!! So i keep quiet lor!!! My close friend know it, he say to me why i so stupid!! Humans are very selfish! U should say to her u like her and u are going to the camp. I usually put myself behind other people. I just want to see all my friends happy, healthy. Ya, Maybe i am stupid.

So everyone must be happy ah! Just now going outside for lunch. Nong Bang can't take spicy food. Ha Ha!! Quite fun lor!!!

Again, i receive special msg! Can tell me who are you! U seems to know me very well ah!! But No Lor!!!

The perfect person exists only in our dreams.
In this life, we have to settle with whoever comes close,
Someone not PERFECT, but REAL!!!

Everyone likes to say NO ONE IS PERFECT!!! Then why PRACTISE!!!!!!!

3Ric..............ONLY LONELY REPORT...............

First time writing twice in the class blog!

I receive Vivian msg that u(Iris) went missing. I am so shocked! I do not know what happen to you! I think you may have went through some unhappy experience. I write in the early blog saying everyone has their own story and he/she may not 1 to share!!! I have a lot of unhappy experiences but i still trying to be strong and on the 9 of June my commando camp is waiting for me. I hear from rumours and relatives that commando camp is like"Hell"!! People went crazy(C.S) and even died during training! But i am not afraid!!!

Hope u will become strong!!! Happy and with full of E.N.E.R.G.Y!!! Everyone will be watching over u!!!!

Your wonderful "DiDi" Eric..........Signed off

Got the message from huiping saying that beiling went missing but after a few hours of praying she is finally at home sleeping soundly but heard from huiping said tat beiling is holding firmly her house keys on her hand made everyone of us worry about her but lucky thing is that she is now at home sound and safe but i really hope that she will not doing anything silly and i am praying for her tat she will get over wat she had been through and everyone pls pray hard that she will sleep well tonight and able to see her laughter tomorrow morning at school....

beiling no whether what hardship and sadness u went through there are still people around you tat care for u... be strong and walk through the hard time.. we will alway be there for you like you alway be there for us....

nongbang signed off...

5/2/2004
Day Dreaming!!!!!!

I wake up at 9.30 today. Watching tv and having my breakfast at the same time!! Haiz... sometime been alone is quite bad.

Thinking of my campus life!! What have i achieve in this 2 years. Ha ha!!! I can say nothing, i don't achieve anything. Compact to my secondary school, i earn a lot of medels and cert. My 2 years in campus are wasted. Maybe, i don't love MMT courses. My dream is to be a Hairdresser or chef. I will move towards my dream. Although 2nd year have lots of project but i am not nervous compact to year 1. Year 1, i always finish my work before date due and study hard for every test. Come to the last year is totally different thing, i am not as diligent than year 1. I only responsible to my group project. Maybe because i have decided not to go poly after my N.S. I may leave this place. I have been saving money, hopefully i can go else where. My dream is to set up my own cafe near the sea/beach. This carefree style is what i am dreaming for day and night.

This is the last month of our campus life, i will cherish everyday with u people. Hopefully everyone will get the grades that u want. I remember Suren is saying that he looks forward to our graduation. Hope by then, everyone will great, beautiful ladies and wonderful man.

Beautiful Life is What i am looking for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3Ric....Loves everyone..........signed off

5/3/2004
Early in the morning...... 9.47am

First, I going to sae sorri for not writing the blog for so long coz my pc is sick by some virus.... DAMM IT...
So I really really sorri.... Second, everyone seem unhappy during this days...... I dun why..... Is it SARS is coming back, so we also got sick. Pei seh... Beiling.... why I sae pei seh to her coz everyone r trying to write some encouragement in their blog but I did not.... As I sae my pc is getting a virus. So I can write during mon n tue during sch time as this time is quite free. When I heard Beiling got some unhappy things, I wan to help but nvm as I wont force her to sae it out ...... I respect her decision. So I really dun know how to cheer her up...... as I am not a good speaker n enternainter. Things I wan to sae is no body life is perfect..... try to adapt it... no choice....

For me.... My life sucks coz of some relationship matter...... I wan to thanks Beiling, PeiPei n my fake girlfrend (Vivian) for supporting me n giving me alot of encouragment.... Not forgeting Eric, Nongbang, Suren n Mint for supporting me during the SARS OUTBREAK. I hope everyone is happy n safe.......

Forgive n Forget {Hong} signed out................

5/4/2004
Today: Mind blank!!!

Now having CPG lesson! Miss Ivy is absent so we continue to do our project! For me, i am searching for wallpapers for my DAVT project. Very hard to find. CPG project, NO IDEA. Sian! I do not know how to graduate!!

Later got to go down to the studio again! I am quite tired of going down. No choice, must finish voice-over and rendering. Hopefully, next week i do not need to step in the studio again.

Bryan: Just finish reading your blog! Most of the time people like to say, "IN LIFE THERE ARE MANY OTHER THINGS THAN LOVE" Nobody really knows the answer, people who usually say this phrase wanted love i think! In life, marriage makes your whole life perfect. Is true! Anyway i don't really have the right to say anything!!! Hope everyone love life will be smooth!

Actually, got a lot of things to share with you! But i don't think it is nice to write here! If you want to find someone to listen to you than find me lor.

Why L.O.V.E can make people CRAZY and SAD over it?

3Ric............Confused................???????????????????????

5/6/2004
Hello Everyone!!!

This week a lot of work!!! The stupid virus causes a lot of trouble. We can't do our project on monday and tuesday in the studio. Later going again. Hope can finish the voice over and rendering lor!! Maybe a lot of work and test coming so i am full of E.N.E.R.G.Y!!!! Sleep very late and wake up very early!!! Next week all our projects must hand up and then got 3 theory paper! Must giving myself breathing space! I put my DVP graded. I have full confidence in my team members and our dishes!!! United group. Anyway i am director must say something good of my members!! Our casts, Pei, Vivian and Iris Jie Jie they did very well in the cooking(Ps: Vivian and Jie Jie, must train your garnishing ah and cooking ok!! Ha Ha!!! My garnish is the best.........(Oei don't "HAO LIAN") Suren our video edicting siao!!! Very good!!! He is better in edicting!! Whatever he and me record, he will check for the quality!!!(Ps: Thank You!!) Pei Pei wonderful host!!! She also feature in my PJT Project(Ps: Thank You!!!) She also good in flash. It is wonderful to work with her!!!!

DAVT!!! Left edicting the music and rendering!!! Will finish soon!! Actually, i am the 1 who act in the DAVT play but some problem with the background so we have to re-take!! The second time, i lost all my feelings!! Maybe long time i act since i left Drama class!! Vivian replace me, she a bit.........unnatural!!! But must give her some credit(Now u know it is so hard to stand under the lights for about 10 hours like me!)

We will finish everything by next week!!!! Must believe ah!!!

Today wake up at 3.30am to watch soccer lor! Rain also!!! I support Chelsea but can't enter the final! Haiz.......... The match ends about 4.45am, go back to sleep and wake up at 7. Now still full of E.N.E.R.G.Y very surprise ha ha!!! Lesson ends at 6!!! Go back continue my daily cycle, do some revision lor or else can fail leh.

Weakends coming!!! May watch a movie with my buddy!!! My primary sch classmate from Bishan I.T.E, he very nice lah but a bit err...........! Open chalet for me on the 4 to 6 june!! He holds a high post in the sch club(not to mention). He told me that he will asked alot of girls to go!! Haiz...... Scare!!!!! Anyway got a lot of my primary school friends may go!!! Can get to meet them! :)

Saturday Taiwan music award!!! Good can get to listen to my favourite songs! Get to see how the stars wear and their hairstyles!!! Hope S.H.E win the group award. Jolin and Jay to win also!!!

To my friend(Buddy): Oei!!! Got so many "Girlfriends + target" must behave yourself lah!!!! Never mind!!! He will never get to see this!!!! go to N.S on 23th must jia you lor!!

3Ric..............Full Of E.N.E.R.G.Y............REPORTED

5/8/2004
3.42am........ Juz wake up from my dream......

Thank for Eric n Mint for sending me the message....... Mint why u send me 2 same msg...... blur..... juz kidding.... Dun take it serious.... ok... gf.. Haha. Yesterdae, my long time frend saw me in the same bus wif her... I dun really notice her..... She msg me in the bus n sae me wearing a black converse sweater rite n I sae yap...... I really wan to see her face to face as we last time met was 6 years back.... When I saw her, I was so surprise as she became veri different.... She became more beautiful n seem confident. Later on, we still msg each other n she told me attach or not........ Wat a question!!!.... as I juz step out of a fu zia relationship... but I still rely back NO..... I also curious whether she having a bf n I ask her.... she rely back yes...... I hope her bf will treat her well as she is really really a good n humble person... U must really treat her well otherwise u will see wat I do to u..... After, I think a while....... sometimes I really stupid as in front of me is a good n nice girl but I choose a difficult path for me..... Frankly speaking...... I like her before but I think I dun wan to let her suffer wif me..... as she is too good for me. As now, she have a bf n I wish her, she can be happy.... always.... All the best..... frend. :p............

Written by........ Hong.......... Happy always

Waking up early!!!
Long entry!!!

Today is saturday!!! Very nice weather !!! I wake up at 8.45, just have my breakfast a very big bao!!!

Yesterday, lesson very boring! First i came for the morning assembly not many people attend. S.W worst i sit inside the hall, chat with Von and Bryan. Waste my time, i think i may not attend the next lesson liao. DAVT theory, we just do some papers to practise for up coming test and final exam.

Next, we went to Dover for a talk! On the way, i was sleeping but i knocked on the glass window for quite a number of times!! Sian!! This makes me remember when i attend the Colors Of Life camp one big piece/patch or many pieces of ceiling fall right on my face. Because the house is very old and many bits and pieces of ceiling is dropping. NVM, i can't really ask the ladies to climb so high up to paint wat!!! Very good experience, i finish all the cutting of the ceilings and painting of the house.
After i wake up, i saw Bryan was practice his song. I accompany him and we sing inside the bus all the way to Dover. My eyes in pain so i can't really open my eyes when i reach the place!

It was a long waiting process, very sian! Finally, the talk started at about 2.30pm. Mr Foo was talking about his food chain. As he was speaking, i talk down the important points. He is very good! But i got many questions to ask him but no chance i sit in the middle!!!
Q: Do you really know how to cook? If No!! How you check the food quality of all the restaurants in Singapore and overseas!!!
Q: How much back up funds do you think you need if you are opening a shop?
To me, i have try his sushi! Nothing special! It is just the services and the modern factilies he use that makes a difference!

Tea break next, lots of people are taking their food but i not interested! I just have a cup of tea. I walk up and down looking at the place. Esmond ranaway during the tea break session!

Second speaker! Forgot his name! He hate maths!! Same as me!! My maths is rather poor!! So i choice a partner who is good in maths! HA HA!!!

Third speaker! Rather humourous! Many people are laughing!!! He is a good speaker. I agree with all the speakers that continue to learn is a key to success!! I admit that i waste two years in ITE because i don't really interested in computers!! But think clearly, if i never join ITE i will not get to know her!!! Anyway, i learn alot of software and it can be useful in future!

My friend and i wanted to start a business!!! Money!! Big problem!! Can start but not enough back-up funds!! Rental super expensive!! I thought of starting a cafe or boutique!! Boutique is hard, face a lot of challenges and the impor or export are very expensive!!! Haiz!!! I thought of setting a web page that people can get to buy the clothes on the net. I got experience and i can get my model friends to help me to wear the clothes and hopefully to attract young guys and ladies to buy. Then open one small shop to sell, but i want to import certain pieces of rare and beautiful clothes!!! Because i think no one on the street like people who wear the same clothes with them right? And then our own brand of t-shirts, polo and jeans.

i still got a long way to go!!! My next plan is to work in some bakery shop of famous cafe!! To see how they perform or fail. To learn their best cake and i will try to create my own cake!! I only good in fruits cakes and black forest!!! I want to learn Tiraminsu!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe is a dream!!!
Dream big!!!
But start small!!!

I will remember!!!

5/9/2004
Blood Brothers

Yesterday, went Orchard with my friend. we watch "Blood Brothers" by Andy Lau, Jacky..........

It is all about Hong Kong underworld and mostly on brotherhood. Not really nice compact to "Infernal Affairs". Maybe i prefer Tony to act. I agree with one phrase that Andy said in the movie! Because i also say this to my friend. If you want to know then watch this movie!!

I only rate 3 stars!!!!

Later after the movie, we walked to Cini-leisure for dinner. We went to Pasta-Mania but full house leh so we went to another place. Later go HMV, yo got many new release. I want to listen to Huang YIDA first album so i waited for my turn. He album is very nice lor! I love track3 and 5!! Track 3 is a sentimental song on the first half and later rock on the second half. I also love the lyrics.

Track 5 is my favourite. this truely represent what i have wrote for the DAVT narration. Maybe not for ladies cos the song is written for ladies. A very sad song lah. Lyrics very well done. Maybe i will get his album at Chinatown cos it is cheap!!!

New release Ping Gaun, F.I.R, Jolin New Version and her VCD

Went Kino to read some books and japanese mag!!! My friend almost went berserk as i will reading the mag and he don't really understand. (Some words i can read lah if cannot skip lah or see the pics lor). Reach home quite late!! Watch the Taiwan music award and then soccer match!! Don't know why i can't sleep!!!!!

3Ric..........Can't sleep.........Reported

5/11/2004
haiz!! today thought might go out with my twins friend cause they told me last nite tat they will be at toa payoh after their exam.. to take a walk there since they had moved house for about 2 years ba.. then turned out to be another empty appoinment so sian, then keena scolded by the other friends saying tat i lie to them for not joing their basketball game... but after a few explaination thing went smooth cos tomorrow have to "repay" their basketball game cos wad i heard is tat they cancel cos of me?? =)haha.. JOMIN i m not blaming u all is just that have to write something ma... cos i long time nv write anything OhOh...
wah today u all said wat in future i got marry my bride will wait for me haha.. that is so cute i like it... but no lar in future time we all dun knw maybe tat time i already kick the late habait and maybe SOME of u all might get to marry first haha... ok lar tat all or else some ppl will said i write too long and crap together LOLxx...

nongbang signed off..